Crush

 And its in all about the way he looks at me,

Eyes that sink through me and touch my soul

Too deep in my head but still I never want him to leave..

His cocky smile

Oh, he has beautiful teeth

I love the way his black, fuzzy hair sits under his red sunday native cap

His laughter vibrates through every part of me

Filling me with joy

And I'm lost

My wonderful sexy skinny creep of a man

And I ravel in the imperfect beauty that he is

But all this love I feel is thrown back at my face,

Pain and hurt unspeakable I feel, and I wonder if I will be ever be good enough for this proud, arrogant, beautiful man.

When all I really want to know how it feels to be loved by him,

Kissed by him,

Feel his warmth,

Love his soul and tame his mind

I guess I should have stuffed my feelings down my throat before speaking,

Swam faster before I drowned deep into the love of a man I simply can not have

And forgetting myself.

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