Cold sweat and quick gasps.
No it can't be and you remember his
smile.
Feel his breath on your skin,
Giggle from memory
You close your eyes to see his
face.
Shiver from the anticipation of
what comes next.
Your dream as reality.
Quivering from fear and desire
holds you bound.
Fantasy cracks like the beginning
of an earthquake.
The break of your reverie;
Your mind forces herself into
sense.
Reason kidnaps you
With each breath of his on your
skin.
It dawns as early as six am.
Creeping on you as a rapist
Pouncing in that moment of weakness
at 3AM.
He is gone.
As your mind drifts back to the
nightmare slumber party.
You smile as
Denial beckons.
He is where you last saw him
In the back of your mind
Around a corner of pain
Lounging on your blood red sheets
A one dimpled smile and two words
Which open the gates of careless
abandon.
"Come here"
And you battle every force of
reason,
Turn a blind eye to the facts.
Refuse to hear the truth.
Falling and fading back
To the lies you tell yourself.
Nkem Oyaghire
Nkem Oyaghire
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