Revolts me.
To think you were the best thing
Saddens me.
Never again to have you.
Never again to hold you.
Never again to hear you
Say I love you.
Never again to kiss you.
I hate you for you.
For making me this;
Immune. To love.
To the best kind of weakness.
I hate you deeply.
For owing a room in my head;
For being a tenant in my heart;
For showing me the worst pain.
I deserve to hate you.
More than it’s reasonable.
I hate you immensely.
The love in me is poisoned.
Turned bitter like the river Marah.
Poisoned from the fear of falling.
Free into nothing;
Into the bliss of his arms.
The memories of you
Have shut me out from love,
From the fantasy of fairy tales.
No longer can I believe in such
magic
No longer do I possess the faith
To comprehend it.
No longer will I love properly.
Above all
I hate me;
For missing you,
For still hoping,
For holding on still
To our elusive romance.
To the dream that I will find love
in you.
I hate me for lying
I hate me for dreaming of us
I hate me for loving you.
Nkem
Oyaghire
2 comments:
...ok u din know...!
Lol. Now I know.
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